each time i see this picture, super lots of memories will flow in my head. seriously there were many times when i broke down & cried , i nearly gave up but seriously it was you people who make me who i am today & mr er is the greatest person i met in my entire life , i swear. ya, he do scolds us at times but he always still try ways & means to cheer us up after each scolding! we put in more effort than other cca & the practises hour are longer than anyone else out there! we came so far & finally yesterday was SYF! i stood up very proudly when we was asked too & i swear that yesterday tone sound & everything in the band room was the best i've ever heard since i came in the band. & it was the very first time i saw mr er cry, he made me speechless as i can really feel he suffered & went through a lot to what he is now! he told us to get the gold no matter what happened & we promised. we cheer together in the bus, ate potato & bananas together & my mind was not going for a battle but to show everyone that we are the best of the best & that's it! the minute we play, i can really feel that everyone is really enjoying & yesterday's playing was like seriously so awesome! my eyes turned red when i was singing & my eyes was only on one person which was mr er. when everything ended, we walked down with pride & everyone was super happy as we really play superly well! we cheer together back to school & when the results came out, my mind went blank & the whole band stood rooted, seniors kept consoling us but seriously it's useless, we made a promised to mr er to get a gold but ended up it was empty promises ): i didnt open my mouth when the band spoke to mr er on the phone as i didnt have the courage to do so, i let you down a lot a lot. i went home & cry myself to sleep, i kept hearing the recording million of times but the judges just seriously suxs big time, we ought to deserve more than this all right! & mr er, if you read my blog, i'm sorry, i know nothing now can make you happy but rmb that we love you always.i wanted to gave esther kenneth wenxuan & averyl a wonderful memory before they step down but i really dunno what to do now, i should be consoling you all but ended up you guys were they ones who told me to stay strong instead. i never see the whole band so sad before it's really affecting my everything now. i dont have the mood to study & many things which makes me so confusing now really suxs! & for those people who insults our band & thinks that you are very great, you better shut your big mouth up!
p/s : this is the VERY FIRST TIME i've worked so hard for someone which is mr er , not even my studies , seriously mr er you're very great. the next SYF i will be the only sec 5 senior & i promised to do the band proud, really.